It just occurred to me…I watch a lot of movies…without movies I would probably be dead by now. Well the person you know as me now would be dead…I’d be a much different person. I truly believe the movies I watch help to get me through everyday life. A film never changes..you know that the ending in the movie will be the ending forever…no drama, or event can physically change the ending of the movie. Unlike life a movie always has the same ending….which is what I like about them. My life could end in a million different ways…but so could a movie…I just hope my death is as clearcut and meaningful as most movies.
I hope none of that sounded depressing because I am certainly not depressed. Life is going at the speed of 11 right now, and I’m trying to keep up…everything is on track and going well. Good job, place to live next year (hopefully), and school is not hard. I am sorry I have not been tumbling lately my apologies…especially because most content is now just simple reblogs and I don’t post enough legitimate discussions upon things. My apologies. Love all of you who read my blogs…and hope your day/night is going well.
“There’s a Christmas tree somewhere in London with a bunch of presents underneath it that’ll never be opened. And I thought, if I survive all of this, I’d go to that house, apologize to the mother there, and accept whatever punishment she chose for me. Prison… death… didn’t matter. Because at least in prison and at least in death, you know, I wouldn’t be in fuckin’ Bruges. But then, like a flash, it came to me. And I realized, fuck man, maybe that’s what hell is: the entire rest of eternity spent in fuckin’ Bruges. And I really, really hoped I wouldn’t die. I really, really hoped I wouldn’t die.”—Ray — In Bruges. (2008)
The world is such a mess these days. I really think the world is on a downward spiral. It is terrible, I really hope the human race can unite as one and stop this before it is too late. Until then I will just watch in terror as the world tears itself apart. I need to get off of this planet…